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I am Me 
She is LiewHuiHuiConnie. 29june1991. NYP Business Management. TalkHere GoAway! Brother Jan. Lpf. Mich Mom. PeiXin. SweeYee. XuanJin. ZhouDao. Charlene L. Charlene W. Ham. Hwee Siang. Jassy. Jasmine W. Jiaying. Kelly. Olivia. YuPing. Alyssa. Ariel. Beverly. Gloria. JiaYin. Meisei. WeiJie. YiMin. Yuling. Alden. Bingyuan. Eehwan. Gerald. Henry. Huimin. Janice. Jiayi. Karen. Monique. Sokkiang. Seokteng. Sinyee. Skyco. Valerie. Winwin. Yanling. Amanda. Wanchin. XuanRui. Yewleong. as from 17may2008(: |
Saturday, June 30, 2007           got a shock from them ytd. thanks. wad a birthday with all ups and downs.. im utterly disappointed wif you. i hate u. this is my worst birthday. =( thanks to doris,yilin,meisiew,yanluan,joanne,teesoon,ziyi. for the long dress, rose and cake. :) thanks mich mom for your companion this year and last yr de birthday. thanks xuanjin and michelle for tryin to suprise me. thanks jan and lp for the slipper. thanks px xj mich jan and lp for the speaker thingy. thanks doris for kip sayin that u all love me. thanks yanluan for ending my birthday. 6/30/2007 12:28:00 PM
Friday, June 29, 2007 " happy" birthday to me. =( its the same this year again.. 6/29/2007 12:17:00 AM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007 right now, i just dun find any reasons why im living. for wad? for who? im just feeling very very down. some sort of sadness in me that i cant even explain to myself. im crying deep inside.. every moment.. i told doris that my greatest bithday wish was to end my life. =) how i wish it will come true. NOW. can i live till my sixteen birthday? i hope wont. =) y is it that there are people die everyday, WHEN IS MY TURN??!! i know that im being bothered by something. something that irritates me too. something that is keep stoppin me... self-torturing... i cant sleep. no matter how hard i tried to keep my eyes close, a sense of uncomfortable-ness. a feeling of anger.. i hate myself. for WHO i am. WHATEVER i do. melacholic smile.. 6/26/2007 03:54:00 AM
Sunday, June 24, 2007           celebrated my birthday on wed. went kbox and steamboat. thanks my friends. ai si ni men le. =) THANKS MICH MOM AND PEIXIN FOR THE CAKE. THANKS AN GE GE AND SWEEYEE FOR THE CHOCOLATE. went some relative wedding dinner just now. the bride love RED too! her gown so nice. hahas. its RED. the last time i saw her, her bag, heels, wallet, handphone, even her dress, is all red. LOLS!! i drank my first cup of red wine just now. lol? 6/24/2007 12:23:00 AM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007 my sese minus zhoudao, plus an gege. will be helpin mi to celebrate my birthdae tml. thanks alot. =) i got a slight fever and a terrible headache now. hope will be alright tml. 6/19/2007 11:40:00 PM
Thursday, June 14, 2007       went kbox with da san and doris todae. AH! bei yanluan pian go her hse. and got scare by her dog. now still trembling~ her dog is realli scary. makin mi and doris screamin for help. i WONT go her hse ANYMORE. =X
6/14/2007 11:53:00 PM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007 aww..
I feel terrible now. suddenly. =(
I wanna shout, I wanna scream, I wanna cry, I wanna die.
6/13/2007 01:20:00 AM
Monday, June 11, 2007 OH DEAR. my mum just told me tt we have to attend wedding dinner on the 23rd of june. which means. i CANT GO CO DE BBQ! haiis. i was totally not in the mood to do anything now. aww.. still plan hao wad to do with yanluan ler den now become littat? and before that was tryin to persuade so many people to go.. and now.. i cant go.. sobsob.. okay lor. now hai dao alot people not goin too. aww.. so guilty le la. sucks la. todae went sch for hist lesson. den after tt go eat lunch and find yanluan. pei her.. find doris.. den after tt go find my bro. help him fix the puzzle. almost fainted. lols. anw. finish le. hahas. went back at around 8. drank the pearl milk tea just now. onli drank half and i felt so full den i onli ate lyk san kou fan for dinner. now stomach not feelin well le.. sob. right now. this moment. i feel lyk killing myself again. =( 6/11/2007 11:16:00 PM
Saturday, June 09, 2007 right now, this moment, i feel like killing myself. =(
arGg. so pissed off. herx.because of tt english de blog thingy. kip got something wrong. www.corny-english.blogspot.com emily wants it to improve our english. :) yesterday i searched for tt skin and edited it till 3am in the morning. and i woke up at 1pm todae. hahas! mahjong at my hse todae. PEIXIN CAME TOO!! wahahahas!! didnt go for amaths lesson todae. =( hope pinto wont scold. =( my bro acompanied mi pon too! =X thanks alot my bro! i will pray hard tt u will not get a scoldin from him. :) haiis. i will soon go insane. X) by doin MATHS.. pinto is so stressin ppl. although o lvl is comin.. i will soon break down. arGg. plus dere is amaths nite classes when sch reopen. every friday. haiis. oh god. y am i so slow( in everything)??!! y do i have fucking SHORT memory?! y am i STUPID? y am i LAZY?! haiis. i can feel the stress now.. pimples poping out on my forehead too. X) people, no use tellin mi not to stress myself, i didnt wan it too. can i finish my homework? 250 essays to copy.. a wastage of pen ink, a wastage of papers.. but it should be worth it in the end. right now, this moment, i feel lyk killing myself.. 6/09/2007 12:56:00 AM
Monday, June 04, 2007 its only sorry that i could say. 6/04/2007 11:58:00 PM
Sunday, June 03, 2007 arGg
okays. met up wif my da san and doris todae. da san went hongkong and i didnt see her for some time.gossip wif her. X) she bought mi something too! thanks! den went home to play KONGKONG wif sy and lpf. hahas! did some amaths sums in the 10 yr series and was frustrated. didnt know how to do so i give up. =( was bored. came online and update my blog. my fren gave mi a web to do the sort of quiz thingy? ( next post ) HAHAS. oh dear.. i found out tt i have had damn lots of homework to do.. because of the ss essays.. oh shit.. its 25 times PER essay. and dere are 10 to complete.. how am i gonna finish my homework.. amaths retest is comin. im just scared. =( this comin week will be stress because of maths maths maths.. emaths on tues and wed.. amaths on thurs and friday. and is from 8.30 to 3.. omg omg.. its torturing.. how fortunate are those non-amaths ppl? *counting my blessing.. =( deres no lesson for NON-CHEMISTRY students tml. wahahahahhas. but i rather have amaths lesson spilt into more days and shorter time. =D i have finish wrappin my NEW storybook. =) but i haven started to read. cuz im reading the 1ST bk 2ND time HALFWAY. nono. shld be 3/4. i will finish readin it b4 i read my NEW bk. cuz the story its continuous! although it was in diary form. hahas! To my bro, okay. im stubbon, im not as understanding, im petty, wadeva. it DOESNT make any difference to ur life or ur day whether i forgive u or not. cuz u still have other meiS( okay fine. im just jealous? ) and mom and nu erS. or even BROTHERS hurh. herx. u DONT really care anyway. do u really noe wad wrong u have done tt im angry with? ya ya. u said tt u noe.. ya ya.. now u might be thinkin tt wad EXACTLY u have done rite? i wont say. mayb u shld write a reflection hurh. X) i DONT have the RIGHTS to ask MY BRO to write. so dun wirte. sorry doesnt mean everything. its about how much u mean it. how u said it. how much u care for it. how important it is. perhaps u might be angry after reading. but i could tell u tt. no matter wad happens. either its end of the world, i will die tml.. or wadeva la. i still regrad u as my bro. always. one and only. in my life. after WASTING ur msg on me. one thing is not wasted. is tt. i was touched by ur words. almost to tears. but was it said to let mi forgive u? will u remember wad u said to mi? said is easier den done. u say u will u will. how long will u remember it? at least a week? a mth? or will it be until we leave this sch? or when our friendship breaks or ended? i noe it will not be a lifetime of course. u still have ur doctor career which all the infos, pretty nurse, sports car, pen house to occupy ur big brain. when is the next time u will bring mi to the swing? deres a kind of itchyness in my throat now. doris said tt my flu has worsen. oh god. i need vitamin C!!!!! 6/03/2007 11:07:00 PM
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